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Monday, January 14, 2008


it's a weird day.

i left my office earlier since i had an appointment with NDC today. the place gave me a very 'hospital' feeling and that didn't make me feel very comfortable. lots of ppl were wearing surgical attire that i've seen a lot in grey's anatomy and they looked gloomy. it was raining like mad and all the lightnings made the place worse.. i just felt weird.
ok, maybe it's just me.
anyway, they've scheduled a surgery for me next week, that means 5 days MC. LOL. not sure if i should feel happy about this. thinking about the pain...

one thing that i hate about doctors, when they are trying to explain certain conditions with a very serious facial expression... seriously scaring me off.

first, my dental surgeon said that there's a risk involved since my wisdom tooth is near the nerve, worst scenario is for me to have permanent numbness after the surgery and i will lose my taste bud..
at this second, i looked at her in disbelief. utterly shocked.
losing my taste bud?? what will happen to the joy of eating chilli then??
so i asked her what she meant with permanent. she answered me with a straight face "... permanent means forever."
-_-"
well, apparently the possibility for this to happen is only 1% or 2%. that's incredibly low.

next, she told me that she found a black dot (like a mole) inside my mouth, she advised me to do a small surgery to remove it. when i asked her if it's really necessary, she gave me this killer look and told me that there's always a possibility (though very small) that in the future it can be harmful and cancerous.
and once more i looked at her in disbelief.
gotta be kidding me. cancerous? i don't like that word.

i don't like hospitals. seriously. they make me sweat.

looking on the bright side, i got to know a friendly lady (which i believe is a christian as well) while waiting for my turn. she happened to sit beside me and we had a great conversation together though we've just met. it's interesting how God put different people at different places and different timings.

*livi* 11:59 PM

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