have you ever lied down on your bed and suddenly the whole world disappeared? you came to a realization that you are in fact alone in this world. you don't believe in love anymore and now you are beginning to doubt friendship as well. that this world is nothing but one giant conspiracy. people are put around you to make you happy for a period of time but when they are taken away, you are left with pain. some people are put around you just to make you feel annoyed from the beginning till the end. and the cycle continues.
i am living as i hang on to my belief that God is real. and i really do believe so. He said that He is love and i believe it as well. there's no love like His love and that's the greatest thing about Him.
so if He is real and His love is real.. perhaps i should start to believe that everything in my life is real as well.
on separate note, wedding was great. holiday was great. i'm recovering from my bad flu and fever but the migraine still pops by from time to time. maybe i just need more zZz >< *livi* 2:29 PM
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about me~
livi grace melinda
14/02/82
love everything but durian