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Sunday, July 08, 2007


i feel a bit depressed whenever i finish a series of good anime. sometimes i wish that they will never end. i felt it when i finished FMA, when i finished honey & clover, when i finished blood+ and now nodame... sigh.. the feeling's not good. i am still mourning over the completion of it.

same with life, i guess people do not want good things to end. but it does. all the time. yet in every good thing that ends, there will be another better thing coming up somehow somewhere sometime. it's a cycle.

today's sermon was really good. it reminded me a lot of God's faithfulness.
i remember there was another sermon that mentioned this:
to be heaven's expatriates, we have to be proven.
tested and passed.
i am so thankful that God stretched me so much for the past few years. no one knew how tough it was except my God, how i cried out to Him in desperation, thousands of times.

He did not answer. for years.

i told myself again and again that it was a test. a test that either make me or break me. there's nothing that i could hold on to except Him.

today if i may proudly say, i persevered and i passed the test. i may not have many things, but i have faith in God. only when i depended on Him fully, He answered my prayer.

my life has been quite smooth-sailing recently.. if i can boldly ask God to stretch me again, test me again... i pray that my faith will not waver.

jasmine gave me a verse before that i'd never forget:
romans 4:20
"yet he did not waver through unbelief regarding the promise of God, but was strengthened in his faith and gave glory to God"

i hope all of us can push ourselves beyond our limit.

that's when we'll know that we are God's man and woman of quality.

i am still heading there.

*livi* 7:31 PM

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