it's been quite some time since the last time i lost my temper. God.. i feel bad. i pity the poor chap but i know that i made my stand and that is good.
few things just flowed into my mind
one said that i'm a people pleaser.. or to put it nicely, i'm an advocate, advisor, a peacemaker. i can stand in the middle line to make everybody happy, where neither side can blame me when things happen. the safe zone. is it because i don't want ppl to hate me? sometimes i wonder if i'm unconsciously wearing a nicely decorated mask.
we want to look good, we want to look right, we want to look strong and we want to be lovable. we won't go to the person's face and say things like you disappoint me or i totally hate you. we will blog about all the nice things about God, but behind we know we're doing a lot of things that are unpleasant in His eyes. we just know it.
we are so good in camouflaging. liars. *livi* 7:01 PM
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livi grace melinda
14/02/82
love everything but durian