i got so many things to do. SIGH. i complain when there's nothing to do, yet when there are lots of things to do, i complain as well. tsk tsk.. bad spirit.
anyway now that it's weekend, i'm trying to compensate it with something exciting. bao asked the cg to gather at vivo to explore the place together this afternoon, but at the end, i ended up shopping alone. LOL. weiling was busy with her bedroom, susi was too tired, nic had something else, mei was studying, the rest were working, bao had a games session.. oh well. surprisingly, i totally enjoyed shopping alone. i managed to see a lot of things, bought quite a no of stuff... xmas shopping (though it's still very early LOL). i guess when there's no one else, you don't need to worry about waiting for one another, deciding where to go etc, cos it's just me and me alone. total freedom. it was my first time there and the place is huge, took me more than 4 hours to complete my exploration. later part in the evening, bao came with cara and the 'games' team so i had company for dinner.
i realized that recently i prefer to be in smaller crowd. i don't really feel like socializing anymore. in fact, being alone is great. hmmm.. that doesn't sound very good. haha.
anyway, just realized that homesick by mercy me is really extremely super nice.
You're in a better place I've heard a thousand times And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for You But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry Is how long must I wait to be with You
I close my eyes and I see Your face If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place Lord, won't You give me strength to make it through somehow I've never been more homesick than now
Help me Lord cause I don't understand Your ways The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know But, even if You showed me, the hurt would be the same Cause I'm still here so far away from home
I close my eyes and I see Your face If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place Lord, won't You give me strength to make it through somehow I've never been more homesick than now
In Christ, there are no goodbyes And in Christ, there is no end So I'll hold onto Jesus with all that I have To see You again.. To see You again
And I close my eyes and I see Your face If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place Lord, won't You give me strength to make it through somehow Won't You give me strength to make it through somehow Won't You give me strength to make it through somehow I've never been more homesick than now *livi* 10:55 PM
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livi grace melinda
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