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Monday, August 07, 2006


i'm depressed, really am. anything that is too much is never good and i simply have too much time to kill right now. there's a limit to how many resumes i can send, how many books i can read, how many verses i can meditate on, how many songs i can listen and practise on, how many episodes of anime i can watch, how many dota games i can play, how many things i can clean up, how many clothes i can wash, how many entries i can post on my blog.. sigh.
Lord, i need something to do, something that will occupy my whole day... a job.

feels like venting my frustration by screaming but i know my neighbours won't like it. worst part of all, i do not like to sleep and it makes the day seemingly longer.
ok i know that i am complaining here... if i had the money, i'd have packed my bag and flew to africa. why africa? i don't know.. think life can be quite interesting there.

i've just finished a weird anime titled 'the melancholy of haruhi suzumiya', the main character is bored to death and wishes for an alien, esper or perhaps a time traveller to come to her life, just to make her life more interesting. quite a fantasy huh, sometimes i do hope for such things to happen as well, you know, maybe i can be part of luffy crew and searching for that one piece.. travelling from one island to another, meeting different ppl and creatures along the way.
stupid livi, it won't happen, never will. this is a real world. i'm just being weird here at this moment at this second. i wonder how many ppl have the same thought before..

i refuse to be mediocre.

*livi* 8:57 PM

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