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Monday, July 31, 2006


my heart felt heavy the moment i stepped out of the childcare centre. it was my last day working part time there and i'm beginning to miss the kids a lot now. i think it's really one of the rare job that i felt sad leaving.
when sean's dad came to pick him up, i was like.. oh noo.. he's going home (T_T) i waved at him.. he was skipping happily and as usual calling me miss wee-wee... sigh.. it's funny but i love that 4 yrs old boy. there's this girl called yi teng who loved to climb on me.. she's such a dear. there will be no end to it if i want to name the kids one by one, in short i do love them.
as i was walking home, i said a prayer to God.. let all the kids be well. i wonder if i can meet any of them again one day when they've grown up. they won't remember me for sure.

so from tmw onwards, i'm officially stationed at home again. actually there are many things that can be done at home and somehow it's good to have the time now. of course it shouldn't be for long, i need income after all. besides looking for job, i'm planning to spend more time in personal devotion, brushing up my guitar skill will be a good one.. i have a few songs in mind, well maybe it's time for spring cleaning as well.

i accompanied siewling to membership class last nite. our church has really grown and the class was definitely different from last time (except for the teaching). it was conducted at ywca, the place was comfy and surprisingly the buffet dinner was really nice.. me and siewling were very surprised.
i didn't find it boring sitting there listening to all the basic membership teaching once again, in fact it was a good reminder. what it means to be a member in local church, in hope.
there's nothing to be proud of for being a leader, whatever L you are or you were. eventually we are all servants, we should be willing to do all the dirty jobs whenever needed. the truth is there's no such thing called dirty job if it's for Jesus.
pride? how easy it is for ppl to fall on this due to accomplishment in church. ironic.
i'm not saying that we shouldn't be a leader, don't get me wrong.. it's good to lead if you can lead. nothing can be done if there's no one willing to take the leadership role, just gotta remember that it's not for own self gain.

i was reading bao's blog where he affirmed me for being such a faithful blogger haha actually i don't think it's an affirmation. anyway, it made me realize that i do have a long archive and it would take me hours or days to read up everything again if i want to. it's interesting to check my own past entries, sometimes it's just a good reminder. if i want to make it a book as what he said- 'memoirs of livi', then i'd better make sure my life is more exciting and fruitful.
12 years of penning down (and typing) my daily lives.. from dear diary to dear all.. i am a sentimental person indeed.

listening >> jesus to a child - george michael

*livi* 11:57 PM

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