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Wednesday, May 31, 2006


lily (one of my colleague) asked me this afternoon: "why are you so afraid of him?"
am i really? maybe.. i found myself stammering and having cold sweat with boss around. i am so hopeless, why am i so afraid? told myself to be strong thousands of times, but the real application is like.. hard. hahaa.. my God should be bigger than anything.
anyway today is a good day. somehow i managed to have a light conversation with boss at the end of the day, he's actually a nice guy and i am starting to love my company. i love the job that i'm doing, HR is a very interesting line, got to know and talk to a lot of ppl. though there are a no of unpleasant colleagues and yeah they can be very unpleasant, most of the ppl there are nice. it's very encouraging when they talked to me to "support" and "comfort" me, sharing thoughts and such.
zoe (my other colleague) told me yesterday that she really admired how i could persevere on, she wanted me to stay on cos it's rare to have a nice HR around hahaha.. oh my i am so flattered.. she made my day =)
i know why God put me here, to make a difference. i am not going to give up no matter how bad it is and i'll let the ppl in the company see how i survive. i pray that God let me be the first HR to stay for at least a year.. let me break the curse once and for all.. lolx.

i met an old woman on my way home today, she just suddenly talked to me and wanting to share the gospel. it's quite amazing.. since we took the same bus home, i just let her say her thoughts. she shared about how God has shown her miracles for the past 50 years (she is 70+ now) and also some bible verses that encourage her.. i actually enjoyed talking to her.. so old but full of zeal. she's attending trinity church, and i could really see her passion in passing the good news.
she gave me this advice out of the blue even without me sharing anything: "working life can be real tough, just claim your authority and power from God, nothing to fear of, our 'boss' is bigger"
God is using a stranger to remind me. yeah.

tmw is cg day! it's been a while. i went out for dinner with nic and vannessa last nite, with her shepherd n cl as well. she's an interesting one, she loves blood+ hahaa.. so she was so happy knowing that i love that anime too, so we do have something in common. oh well.. i gotta stop here, lots of things to do.

*livi* 11:05 PM

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