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Tuesday, April 11, 2006
yesterday must have been one of the worst day in my life (as long as i can remember).. it was terrible.. feeling crap to the core. anyway it's over, i had a good sleep, a good shower and a good time with God so i am moving on.
am i being proud thinking that i'm a very nice person that it's so easy to bully me, to step on me? cos i won't say a thing and i will swallow it.
words can hurt the heart much more than fist can hurt the body, read that somewhere and somehow it's true. but i don't blame anyone, i guess when someone's angry, all the unreasonableness can just come out. ugly.. it's just ugly..
spent the whole day in office rushing things out, the mental and emotional pressure was overwhelming so by the time i finished, i went straight to toilet and cried myself out for at least a quarter of an hour, making full use of the toilet roll. so.. not only that i felt crap, at the end of the day i looked like crap as well. had terrible headache so i went home straight to sleep without dinner without bathing lolx.. oh well.. i missed tbk's bday celebration..
at this time i'm so glad that there are ppl put by God around me.
yingfang has been very helpful and i really thank her for the valuable advice and guidance, not to mention how she reminded me of not to compromise on certain things.
nic was very sick but she still showed deep concern and wanted me to call her anytime i need to (which i didn't cos i slept my whole nite oops)
susi has been accompanying me for lunch everyday, always available and making sure that i'm okay.. which i am.. so no more worries for her ^^
feeling grateful also for the short but comforting talk with dave and yeah for the cheesecake of course lolx.. you have no idea that cheesecake can really do wonders.
roy is like a walking bible, never failed to shower me with verses everytime i'm down and this time was no exception..
bao and his prayer link idea is a good one, i need it, i believe we all do.
weiling gave me a practical help and i will heed her advice - dress to kill!
oh well gotta mention shirls also.. for letting me sleep peacefully last nite, i needed it. and for the movie treat today! hehe.. we watched 'inside man'.. very interesting movie! went to the new cathay building, it's new.. nice.. empty.. should go there more for movies.
anyway my point is i am really blessed so i do not want to be down.. besides as how i remind myself too - God loves me and He's always by my side rite?
gonna do my best these few last days and i shall enjoy my bangkok camp to the fullest next week! feeling like a new chapter is opening up, i will survive.
listening >> there is none like you - shane & shane
Your mercy flows like a river wide and healing comes from Your hands
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