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Saturday, March 11, 2006


saturday at home

i realized that there are many things i can do in my room. it's funny that before i had this concept of 'staying at home during weekends' is a sad thing. understandable, we work from mon-fri, weekends are blessing. to remember how my life was before i started working, everyday was holiday.. terrible. pls don't think that having nothing to do (not studying, not working) is a good thing. i've been through it, trust me. anyway it has made me want to go out all the time, finding friends, finding activities.

i need to save up. the thai camp in apr, the adults camp in june, the cbf, the bills.. maybe that's one reason why i wanna stay more at home nowadays. another reason should be simply because i want to rest. a peace of my own.. and sat is just the perfect day.
waking up late, cleaning up the house, listening to my fave songs, watching all the anime that has been lining up, practising my guitar, sometimes play dota lolx, reading some books, and yah enjoying my moment alone in the house.. reflecting on a lot of things and i can hear God's voice better. the best of all = to sleep. hahhaaa...

susi asked me before: "why do you want to go out all the time?"
i don't know. maybe i am scared of being alone? lonely? being left out? no life?
i still want to go out and hang out of course, i enjoy being with friends, but i have once again been reminded that my security doesn't come from this.

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justin booked in liao. supposed to join the so called farewell dinner for him last nite, but alas it clashed with the music prac. speaking of which, it was very interesting. pris (from mm) taught me how to prepare the slides, procedures and such.
it's just amazing when she said:"see you on sunday morning 730 am"
better put a few alarm clocks later.
yingfang asked me to join her and the worship team for supper after that, it was on time as i was feeling so hungry considering that i skipped my lunch and dinner. sitting in a very long table, it's ermm interesting (cannot find a better word) =p

managed to talk to justin a while on msn though, we created a new hero for dota, called banana-man. i guess it's just one of our cranky days.. the conclusion of our discussion:

level 1: take banana (gives you haste aura, erm.. passive?)
level 2: peel banana (enemy steps on it and falls down.. stuns for few seconds)
level 3: eat banana (heals your hp)
level 4: throw banana (throws 1000 bananas to enemy.. errmm.. maybe up to 900 DMG?)

powerful indeed. and his most suitable item is definitely... monkey king bar! (obviously)
HAHHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHA...... so hilarious..
ehem.. sorry this is quite an internal joke hahahahaaa....
i'm tired of laughing.. hehee.. genius.

listening >> through her eyes - dream theater

*livi* 8:24 PM

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