it has been a while. SIGH. i was utterly disappointed.. mostly towards myself. i think there are many who read my blog and i had no wish to share my foolish emotions, so writing on my personal diary book for the past few days was a better option.
disappointed = dis appoint God
there is a limit to my stupidity, i am determined to do whatever it takes to make it right, even if it costs me dearly.
*** i had a wonderful time with mei last monday, we went to the arabian restaurant at arab street, a unique place that's suitable for long conversation. we had a hard time finding the place as memory has started to fail mei =p i went home with very much gladness for her.
my dad came on wed so i accompanied him for yet another thai dinner, he is simply loving it. it was one of the dinner with him that i enjoyed a lot, i do hope i can really make a trip back to jakarta next month, how many years has it been...
despite of my tiredness, i decided to help candice for the carols at the old folks' home on sunday night. yingsoon, alaric, yupei, weihong and waying were there as well, besides the other church group. there was not much time to talk and interact with the residents there, but we sang a lot of carols, i believe more than 20 songs in total within almost 2 hours. it was such a meaningful and fulfilling time, i can use my life to bring joy to others after all. when i looked at them, how old and fragile they were.. and some of them might not even know what's going on, my compassion just moved me once again. i'm glad i was there.
i took leave yesterday and spent it for a short shopping with susi. by the way she got herself a new job and believe it or not, in the same office building as mine. i guess i can never run too far from her =p met shirls in the evening and we watched pride and prejudice together, another wonderful movie though i had slight difficulty understanding it haha.. anyway i couldn't stop calling her 'my dear' since then. please do not ask me why.
another leave today and i spent it all at nexus. will be stage managing for the next xmas ss (this time will really be the last one ^^) i think justin and bao are hoping for another final farewell once our 'contracts' end.
the christmas is finally here, i cannot procrastinate anymore.
a song for a thought >> at the foot of the cross - kathryn scott *livi* 9:22 PM
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livi grace melinda
14/02/82
love everything but durian