rainbow days. was reading 'God is closer than you think' this morning. how to make my ordinary days special, or yet ordinary days can be good as well. when i wake up in the morning and thinking oh my it's another day of work, feeling that everything's not right and i just want to continue on sleeping.. then i'll really be tired and burdened for the rest of the day. it's how i perceive it. my own perception. same goes with wondering why God is far today, well He's not, but sometimes we are the ones who want to make Him far. good day or bad day... it lies on how i see it.
on yaoguo's advice, i'm trying to sleep earlier every night now =p from 3 plus.. to 2 plus.. to 1 plus.. (i did it) maybe in the future 12 plus? enough rest is important, my habit of sleeping at wee hours makes me look haggard with eye bags and pale face and look older than shirls at times =( well if that's not bad enough, it makes me so tired and grumpy the next day as well.. starting to think that i'm a very unpleasant person, making my life and ppl around me miserable. 'walking on thin ice'.. i remember that's the term used for me before. aaahh.. i need refreshment from God, and maybe a mirror.. how about a pillow or my danielle? i want to close my eyes.. not comfortable.. having sore eye again.. well thank God it's only one side so at least i can still see from the other eye. went to the optical last nite, they have extra frame for my broken specs, so i don't need to buy a new one.. phew.. praise the Lord.. save money.
hey these little little things are blessings.. and i want to live in constant thanksgiving for Him.. then i'll be a joyful person! =) i love black but this world is not black. well at least my life is not.
listening >> You - the afters
You're in my heart, You're in my soul, You are my heaven, You're my home, You're my best friend, You're my true love, You are my treasure, You're my hope, You are my peace, You are my joy, You are my Savior..... You're my God.
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though i play all the FF games.. RPG.. pc games.. previously championship manager.. diablo.. dota.. watched soccer till 4 am 5 am.. prefer to shop at simlim rather than looking at clothes... my gender is still 'female'.. but i think you all know that right? oh well just in case.. speaking of which, last nite was definitely my fave dota night hahahaaha.... *livi* 1:10 PM
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livi grace melinda
14/02/82
love everything but durian