my hair is so straight today and suddenly i realized how long it has grown (compared to last time). yay am not going to cut it anymore man...
for the first time i feel kinda excited towards this whole transition thing. had a very very very short talk with ying soon (my new cl), another shy guy leader who's trying to build relationship thru msn (sounds familiar =p) but oh well at least that's the impression that i get now. he showed me his blog that links to many other blogs as well, apparently they love to blog hmmm.. did some reading, the entries are inspiring, lots of learning points and i can't help to think that their lives are different somehow somewhere, can't really put it into words. they are adults. ok that doesn't help hahaha... they are mature.. and God seems to be really real in them (i'm not saying that we're not) but anyway susi may be right when she told me the main reason why she wants to move on. i wonder how different i will be in future, how much i will grow in the Lord.. thinking that it will be by leaps and bounds, i'm excited.
on the other hand, i do hope they're not too serious and can have fun like young ppl hahaa... that's the thing that we can't bear from youth.. wa liew livi you are very fickle minded.. one minute pros to adult.. the other minute to youth.. it's like stepping on two boats, wanting to have both. but i guess growing in the Lord is more important yah... more than having a comfortable place to serve, ministry that i'm so familiar with, pnw songs that i enjoy, having good friends around.. crapping.. having fun.. yah growing in the Lord should matter more. i begin to think i can do this. i shall be mature and no one can say i don't behave my age anymore hahaha... we all should stop deceiving ourselves.
listening >> jump around - planet shakers
PS. i won't abandon certain fun things in my life though.... =p *livi* 3:14 PM
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livi grace melinda
14/02/82
love everything but durian