it's turning blue! aargh.. went for blood test just now, the doctor came out with this very strange type of needle.. i told him "well, so far all the docs that i've seen said that my vein's very hard to find". he replied to me "no.. that's not true, you have good vein, i can see it". then he just poked the needle in, after a while "hmmm... your vein keeps running away, i have to change the needle" -_-" he changed to syringe instead and man it's more painful than the previous one. it's turning blue now.. sigh.. i simply hate needles..
but you know what.. it doesn't matter.. cos my 28 months of agony, tears, stress, depression (ok may not be that bad) is over! wahahahaahahahahahahaaa...... God is faithful even when i am not, so i have to be more faithful to Him now. time for repentance. sometimes you just come to a point that you don't really feel like praying cos you think that God's not listening. well, actually he always does. phew.. what a stretch. i think i can say that i've fought a good fight =)
Many times I do forget Every need that You have met Oh thank You Lord, I know You're showing me
You are there when I am down and out You're holding me, Your love is so amazing Oh it changed me
I could have died in my sin but You saved me Didn't have any hope at all You gave me peace divine, strength to carry on
Amazing grace, it's more than just a song Even though I don't deserve Your love for me You look beyond my fault and You showed me mercy
listening >> thank You - the katinas
i may blog lesser in future, cos writing on the diary that the gals gave me has proven to be more fun.. it's hard to maintain both private n public journal =p *livi* 4:48 PM
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livi grace melinda
14/02/82
love everything but durian