i was flipping my bible this morning when i discovered there's something on the first page.. a very small handwriting (which i believe is mine) right at the bottom corner "never step back" i was quite surprised, can't remember when i wrote that down.. but it gave me a thought. never step back... don't turn away from God.. don't stop moving.. no matter what. it was my resolution. it IS my resolution.
yeah went to meet the Ls in my future group last nite.. NG3B3 hahah what a name.. while me and shufen were waiting, we talked about certain stuff that has been going on lately in this church.. some ppl left.. just like that.. after all the mountains and valleys. incomprehensible. i wonder.. if one day i leave.. how many ppl will be talking about me.. how many ppl will condemn me.. how many ppl will really really care to bring me back.. or how many ppl will just say 'oh that's too bad for her' and simply don't care. hmmm.... but the truth is i have to take responsibility over my own life.
ok back to main topic, i think the dinner was quite interesting. they're trying to make us feel comfortable by cracking some ermm jokes.. haha.. anyway though there were awkward moments especially for bao whom bday celebrated as well by them, all in all they are bunch of nice ppl (considering they are also hope ppl.. of course they are =p). i wonder if they are interested to go for kayaking in the future.. probably not. oh well~
few things that i can remember from last nite:
A: so how do you feel? sad? i remember when i transferred from uni group to professional, i cried and cried and cried B: hey... don't scare her... me: ha ha.... -_-
A: i will take few months break from ministry me: no.. starting from jan, i'll have to 'chiong' already A: 'chiong' for boyfriend is it? me: double -_-
and because of that, everybody found out about my '24' dream.. well not that am ashamed to admit, but it's time to stop talking bout that unrealistic goal hahahaha..... sigh.. gotta jog tonight >_< *livi* 12:31 PM
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livi grace melinda
14/02/82
love everything but durian