hrmmm.... i am tired. suddenly the time moves very very slow. fighting with morpheus a lot these few days, it seems like not even whole day sleep is enough for me. there can only be one cause for this, the battle in my mind. funny how it can drain me physically. i'm starting to wonder if i'm living in a real world or some virtual matrix thing. heh ok that's quite crap =p
my problem is i don't really trust human being ha ha.. hey that includes myself as well. the whole thing doesn't feel very believable. they are and will fail me, as how i will fail them too. alas, trust is the most basic element in all relationship with men but i don't really have it. it's hard. but i do trust God. though satan is very smart, i won't give in to this one. He's real as He is, and His word is real.
hey suddenly this song came to my mind =) it can stick on you, it does on me.. just love it.
You're all I need When I fall I feel Your hand And Your love lights my way I'll trust in You with all my days And I'll sing forever You gave Your life away for me
Jesus You are God and You will reign Nothing I could do could ever say How much I love You How much I love You And if this world should fall and fade away I will trust in You I'll always say How much I love you How much I love you
You're all I know You are the Truth there's no one else And I'll stand for You Cos you stood for me You set me free And I'll sing forever Your love is everything to me
How much - Youth Alive WA
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it's been a week. had a big fun quite noisy :p fruitful spt on sat night. the ministry drive list is out, and seeing the no of ppl joining just made me grin from ear to ear. met my team leaders again last nite, i think the level of crappiness in our meeting has increased. but nevertheless i know that they are excited with the new volunteers! i was very very blur though, mixed the meeting place at bugis with somerset, thus caused eevoon to make a double trip ..sorry =(
went down to joo chiat office on sun morning, we did a ministry survey and discussion. it's just a bad timing to think, all of us were brain dead. but we did complete it at the end haha though a lot of copy and paste. missed the qt with the group at esplanade, but met them again in afternoon for a few rounds of dota (oook.. we are addicted). the place was quite dark that i kept pressing the wrong key.
monday night was the celebration for justin's bday, well a very early one. quite a no of ppl managed to show up, and we indulged in food, cakes and ice cream at nydc. it was not a very enjoyable dinner for me, cos i was too bloated at the end of the day hahaa.. couldn't stand straight and it's painful esp when they tried to make me laugh -_- ... bao finished my choc cheesecake cos i really couldn't take it anymore no matter how nice it was T_T. shouldn't have eaten the pasta, sigh what a waste.
anywaay.. happy bday to justin.. all written on the card =) i appreciate you much brother and yes i do love your photos!! remember i've booked you already! =p *livi* 12:30 PM
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livi grace melinda
14/02/82
love everything but durian