what do parents think when the children have grown up? i wonder what my dad thinks everytime he sees me and shirls, how we have grown up so much in a blink of an eye. last night he was recalling some of his past 'interesting' stories. 20 years... i remember those days..'teddy bear' dresses, playing cooking in my old house' back garden, the fierce doberman, the red carpet in living room... i was so fair and plump and yah i can shamelessly say that i was extremely cute at that time haha. wonder if my dad is sad seeing me so dark and skinny now.
i gave him a hug before i left the house today, can't help to think that he's not that young anymore, and yeah i am scared of losing him one day. but no one knows God's plan, i may be leaving earlier than him. life is unpredictable and i just wanna live with no regrets-
thinking a lot... feeling a lot...
looking at the cg roster... ooooh i have butterflies in my stomach.... *livi* 6:21 PM
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livi grace melinda
14/02/82
love everything but durian