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Tuesday, March 15, 2005


anger

the emotion of instant displeasure on account of something evil that presents itself to our view. In itself it is an original susceptibility of our nature, just as love is, and is not necessarily sinful. It may, however, become sinful when causeless, or excessive, or protracted (Matt. 5:22; Eph. 4:26; Col. 3:8). As ascribed to God, it merely denotes his displeasure with sin and with sinners (Ps. 7:11).

a lot of things are causing me to feel displeasure deep down in my heart recently. unreasonable ppl, irresponsible behaviour. do i have it under control? well i don't really blow up in front of others.. the truth is i seek for peace in my heart from God. i mean i think we're doomed if God blows up on us all the time. i've passed the emotional period, but i really gotta say, i hate it when ppl broke promises, did not take things (especially God matters) seriously, didn't say sorry when obviously in the wrong!

i came to realization that it's really hard for me to come near God when my heart was full of hatred.. ok that's a strong word.. discontentment.. it's not the ppl, it's the actions. but i've learnt to let go and see things in a lighter way. anger is a big burden in heart, and the last thing that i want is to lose control. never let it lingers too long.. not more than 24 hrs. will feel much better when you're able to overcome it.

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went for bb session on sun, but of course as usual i didn't play ^^ a true relationship, not because you have to go or to fulfill certain obligations but just a pure relaxing fun moments with ppl that you really enjoy being with. pearls mentioned about times when some relationship around us feels a bit fake.. the way you care about your cg ppl, your sheep, your new believers, your contacts.

true.. i guess that's the last thing that we wanna see in our lives.. but i know for sure that this family of God that i have now.. all are sincere in loving me as who i am, not because of what i've done. we made a pact, we will still be good friends even when she needs to go overseas or migrate one day, even when we move on to adults, to attend one another's wedding if the day really comes hahah, all of us will be friends even till we meet God.

listening >> will you remember me - corrinne may

*livi* 3:06 AM

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