i'm exhausted. my recent fave activity certainly is to doze off.. anytime, anywhere.. i feel like i'm running out of battery. and when i do, i tend to be 'not so responsive' towards everything around me. as what some ppl say, i'm turning to vili.. full time vili..
attended another mm training last night, it's really a blessing to be able to learn all those things for free, but at the end of the day have to use it fully for the kingdom. i think i will spend most of time doing editing next week.. and that means i have to charge myself even more.
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great time spent on sunday, hannah did a wonderful job in organizing the bulletin retreat, with games, games and errm games.. oh well got food too haha.. i realized that there are so many meetings and retreat around me, i guess it's inevitable when you have 7 1/2 ministries to think of. it makes me think again how amazing God is, to use me.. ME... an ultimate slacker to take up so many things...
on sunday nite did somethin that i haven't been doing for ages, to hang out with pearl and germs.. it was great.. just to sit down and talk, watched tv, shared some things, played with oscar (the only dog that slept with me before ^^), took photos and yah having meal of course haha.. i always believe in spending quality time, and pearl mentioned this in her blog - simple place, simple meal, lasting friendship.. waa that was a good one ^^
as this week is the friendship week (it is right?) can't help to think of all my buddies.. you know who you are...
for just saying 'hi' to me even when there's nothing important to talk about; for putting a smile onto my face.. almost everytime ^^; for knowing my down times and show concern when i don't expect it at all; for sharing your ups and downs together with me too; for receiving all my rubbish and unreasonable behaviour, bear with me more k; for being honest to me; for .. believe it or not.. stepping on my toes.. just don't do it too often; for understanding me so well that sometimes words are not even needed; for thinking, praying and wanting the best for me; for being a great companion to run this race till the end; ... and i know you'll stand by me no matter what...
friends are amazing right? it gives me another reason to be sooo grateful to God, not only that He's the best friend that we can find, but to give me friends that i can't possibly find outside, i know it will last cos He's in the center.