as xmas draws nearer, i've found myself to be more and more 'paranoid' - my mind can't stop thinking things that need to be done and coordinate. well if you're wondering what the symptoms are:
- you keep scribbling into your notes... to do list, checklist, etc etc
- you check your email constantly, like every few minutes
- keep thinking who to sms, to email, to call
- trying hard to remember if there's anything left out.. slipped from your mind
- can't really focus on doing one thing
this is bad... you need well erm i need to stop and rest my mind.. besides xmas is all about really seeking God and bringing others to also. not just about leading and coordinating (which sometimes we tend to focus on more)
though i don't have much time to do everything, but blessed cos i got lots of helpers (that's where the coordination comes from hahah) God just blessed me last night with the games prizes, am so amazed how i could find all the things and deco ppl helped me in decorating the paper bags and they are just sooo pretty with those silver and golden ribbons. well it made me realize also why i could never be in deco team hahah...
1 day to xmas ss- musical drama. praying and fasting for everything - for all the ppl involved, all the way from stage to backstage to mm room to recept area, for those who work hard day and night, may it be seen or unseen by others, but God sees. it will be a great one tmw, expecting overflow and big party in heaven =)
PS. guys! particularly lim zhi wei, don't hide behind the chair or door ever again.. grrr..