what a day of pain and agony... thank you very much eve.. but yet i could see God's miracle and healing though only for few minutes.. and sleep does wonders... =)
ok let's start from yesterday, went out to catch white chicks (i mean the movie) with gerald and david. same as many ppl who tried to convince me before that it's good, i think it is really good, well i had a good time laughing...
after that met my parents for dinner, haven't really seen my mom for ages. talked lots bout future plans, well including shirls' marriage which erm of course we can't really tell now when it will happen haha... ehem anyway it's great to see them though only for one day.
something to ponder as i read a book last night:
am i a leader who fall to this category?
- compulsive? always want to gain control and wish for perfection?
- narcissistic? care too much about my own image? difficult to receive criticism?
- paranoid? difficult to relate with others? always think the worst? can't really take jokes?
- codependent? cover up problems rather than facing them? willing to take on more work as unable to say no to others yet ended up being frustrated?
- passive-aggresive? stubborn? forgetful? intentionally inefficient? tend to complain? procrastinate? can't set goals?
sounds familiar.... we really need God to help us to overcome.....