Thursday, September 30, 2004
i should have finished the rice, feeling hungry now -
played lanterns on tue night, a lot of ppl were there, most of the c-e-w-n leaders (see.. i'm not being secretive jus), like some inter-district event. well actually not really playing, i was just sitting down, ate some moon cakes, watching them burning stuffs and played catching haha everybody went back to childhood days for one night but it was fun.
met pris today in library, passed me more things to do, i think she's really funny (in a good way). anyway thanks susi for sharing the burden =)
then went down to meet susi, david, joel and surprisingly hendra for resident evil. after that went down to nexus again haha it's really my second home. been doing editing for these 2 nights, thanks stan and jus for the guidance. actually wanted to go home earlier for 'apprentice', but once i got my hands on it, couldn't stop haha... had good conversation with stan today also, thank God for the opportunity.
at the end of the day it goes back to whatever i can do, i will help...
PS. best friend.. take care ok! ^_^
*livi* 11:57 PM
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Tuesday, September 28, 2004
130! that's the no.. well minimum number....
130130130130130130130130130130130130130130130130130130130130130130130130.........
stayed at home these few days to do some calculation and put all the team hope volunteers in nice list.. leaders, if any of you are reading this, pls mobilize your ppl to serve, will send an official request soon, all for benefit of kingdom - I win, You win, Jesus wins! hehe not many, i just need 130 volunteers in total for ushers, info counter, security, offering counter, housekeeping and holy comm... it's so good to serve God amen?
anyway i feel bad to break a boy's heart yesterday, well nobody likes to be rejected especially in doing something that you really have passion in, but eventually it's not really about what you wanna do, it's about what the church needs you to do. yeah even i have to remind myself of this...
had a long conversation with germs, apparently she and another person have been talking behind my back but in a good way haha of how i have changed in some areas, hmm that's really funny cos i never really realized it. won't elaborate here but thanks for the observation girls.. i think it's an encouragement =)
oh specially for ya germs - ritter sports rum and raisin... ritter sports rum and raisin... ritter sports rum and raisin... ritter sports rum and raisin... ritter sports rum and raisin....
thinking >> what's with everybody asking me the same question for these few days? coincidence? haha..
o_0
*livi* 8:58 PM
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Sunday, September 26, 2004
bloated... thanks to eelee's chicken soup haha never seen such a big pot of soup in my life before.
thank God for all the info-counter ppl.. enjoyed the day with you guys ^ ^ happy bday to mag and clarence also. just realized that tim is a real pro in keyboard-mania, was very impressed, he was so like a pro keyboardist.... anyway as i've mentioned you have all contributed a lot to the church though some ppl may not see. let's strive together and improve k, do whatever that we can do for God! and i'm so glad that you guys have a strong fellowship between one another, three cheers for tim =)
thank God for ehem somebody and somebody who came to cg today, really glad for them man!
thank God for baowei who really kept his promise.. haha...
and thank God for the person who created "pictionary", now we know who really can't draw.. including me haha have to practice drawing horse from now on
thinkin >> so many things to thank God..... thank God for creating music
listenin >> did you feel the mountains tremble..... ooh nice..
*livi* 11:01 PM
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Saturday, September 25, 2004
was looking at the mirror and kinda shocked by the size of my eye-bags.. didn't heed the advice or should i say order to sleep early last nite and as result i woke up extremely late this morning, made some ppl waited for me to open the door (really sorry). had morning worship together, was great to lead with jem, didn't need a lot of prac and he just knew what i want haha but it's good to seek the lord first before we start doing anything. and today's an enjoyable ss, though got some erm technical prob here and there, that made me suddenly had my own solo of voice of hope, loudly - according to eelee who happened to be near me, she thought i was trying to save the 'a bit akward' situation, the truth is i didn't even know that the lyrics were not shown as i didn't open my eyes, no wonder so silent...
ok my eyes are getting heavier, need to replenish my energy again.
thank you lord for this day, there's no higher call than to worship you.. indeed!
*livi* 11:52 PM
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blessed week and it's sat again!
worked on wed, with shuz and dewen, was quite fun and got this feeling of great achievement haha cos we managed to finish a lot of things within one day and God really blessed us back, more than what we expected!
met my dad at night, went for very late dinner. was blessed by him also... i really have to set aside time to go back to visit my mom and dad, missed home cooked food.. hmm
supposedly went to nexus for editing today, but there's only 1 pc and darren needed to edit the grads clip first hmm at the end ended very late and i didn't really do much, think still need a lot to learn anyway before i can really do it myself. need to gain exp now that i'm under contract heh... nel and me were sharing lots of funny stuffs to one another, jus was there too, i hope my stories didn't really stumble her hahaha......
was at the music prac also, it was a very fun and interesting one. i think really wanna affirrn hendra =)
special tribute for the grads group:
time flies man.. it's time for all of ya to move on. all of ya who came from diff poly, know u guys for quite some time.. it's like somethin is missin after tmw.. but happy for ya guys also, gonna keep u all in prayer.. really wanna thank God esp those who worked closer to me before - like chiew fang, ray.. won't say the names one by one.. you have made a difference in my life too really! i know i will still see you.. anyway keep the candle burning!
^_^
*livi* 1:14 AM
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Tuesday, September 21, 2004
had an unpleasant dream last nite, well cos i was dead.. i saw many ppl, they were crying, got this very dark atmosphere.. it's only a dream but it did make me think a while, i don't want to die in regrets man, when it's time i want to have contributed enough for the kingdom and done whatever that i had to do, impacted many lives around me. it should be a joyful event.
came to realization, whatever that i can do now, as long as for the kingdom, i will say yes. it's a privilege when you are given many things to do - with or without appreciation, whether you like it or not. sometimes we tend to complain instead. from holding cg roles, to ministry roles or to just do little little things, should gladly do it.
it's never been enough... there are still a lot more that i can do.
PS. oh happy bday eve and jerel.. so glad to serve in "bulletin" together =)
*livi* 9:28 PM
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Sunday, September 19, 2004
ok i'm walking again, some ppl commented that my blog has been dead for quite some time, not that i have a choice haha anyway glad to have internet back.
wanna thank God for few things, first my dad who came last sun actually, surprisingly he didn't nag at me, but instead we had a great dinner time together followed by movie, it's been ages since the last time i watched movie with him, we watched bourne (yes 2nd time for me), got to sit at the first row and my lenses were killing me, couldn't stand it so i closed my eyes and yeah fell asleep... $8.50 for air con i guess haha.. and at the end of the day he blessed me with money also. God is indeed God of provider -
i think on mon i went to susi's house, first time there, looks a bit like haunted house hee anyway watched windstruck there, i was quite emotionless, didn't feel a thing - i wonder why hmm.. heard some ppl cried watchin that, i wonder why too...
on wed i went down to joo chiat office for volunteer work again, really enjoy doing it. heard somethin that i think i'm not really supposed to know yet erm but made me think hmm nevermind, as time goes shall know if it's true haha... . then went down to veron's house, man really funny, i missed the bus then missed the stop, in total spent more than 1 hour just to travel there. anyway they left me a lot of food haha thanks gals, and we had great time chatting also. well i made a funny mistake due to my sudden blurness at the end of the day hahaha and this shufen laughed so loud -_-
on fri God worked powerfully in my life again, and wanna thank susi for being there with me =)
met veron in the afternoon, then went down to nexus early. she has found my weakness oh my... anyway enjoyed the night, talked to roy bout some stuffs and we agreed that we enjoy fasting day a lot. should fast more...
sat ss - went there early and i found a great QT place, the backstage's back alley towards america room. just stood there and had my own worship time and prayed, no one could hear me anyway.. all in all the ss was great, the stage went a bit mad at the end, well it's ok to be mad for God haha...
today had cg as usual, a fun filled one, and we had a teaching by baowei.. after that went down to city area - nexus, accompanied justin filmed down the poly leaders. it was very interesting, as they did some erm funny stuffs. haven't been really hanging out with them since transfered, feel bad to keep rejecting sam's invitation haha but i'm not dao k.. ok shall find one day to fulfil the promise of kayaking!
gotta do a lot of planning this week, wanna thank all my leaders - tim, alvin, huimin, xw, joe and peter. felt great talking to all of you on sat.. we can solve all volunteers and recruitment problems together amen?
^_^
*livi* 11:31 PM
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Sunday, September 12, 2004
at meimei's house now, she's doing somethin serious with susi in the other room haha..
today we had a very funny cg, well cos it was not really a cg after all, but more like celebration for all the 7 sep bday guys and gal. they had to do a lot of things, from post to post along serangoon central area. i think we all had a good laugh to some of the stupid things that they had to do. praying that they won't bear grudges and remember our bday hahah...
anyway happy bday all: (in order) - jem, jus, stan, mei, yaoguo, dave and bao. actually wanted to affirm you guys just now, but i think it would take me very long since there are just too many things that i can say about you guys so.. hmm will write them down slowly...
thinkin >> what a great blessing indeed that we're not just a christian, but a serving christian!
listenin >> mei's guitar sound, shall go to her room and play with her haha...
*livi* 4:34 PM
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Monday, September 06, 2004
we can do this!
i'm amazed how so many things could happen in such a short time...
Friday -
by Gods grace, i found the keys that i lost last week. really have to thank a lot of ppl...
then received the news, for a moment i felt so angry man till all my tears just flowed down, but thank God susi and dewen were there. went back home, and decided to pack all nite but at that time we felt that it's actually okay and i'd even say full of joy haha there's nothing that we can't overcome with God.
Saturday -
reached nexus earlier to open door and did stage managing whole day, was a good exp. good to see jy, wj and gerald out... at night was quite a havoc, with all the c-e-w leaders (winnie, ethan, cathy, tamar, daniel, gwen, joy, sharlene, dennis, shuzhen, dewen) not to mention ben, dan, matthew and also bing quan helped us packing and moving the things from hq. we almost had stomp performance there but decided that it's not a very wise move haha so we left in peace instead. it's kinda sad, we all love hq, but we will always have the memories there.
thanks to ray, davin, roy, david, veron & the NE guys who stayed back to help, we managed to move everything by midnight. thanks a lot guys..
now our goal is to find a place by next week, Lord is our povider - Lord is ever present....
Sunday -
was feeling a bit dead haha.. supposed to lead praise but cg's cancelled, it's family day time. was surprised that i didn't eat a lot, felt bloated only after a while. it's quite happening, the place literally turned as our y-hope market and someone brought "more than life" and played it there. took lots of pics thru-out the day, thanks to jus. then we went to play pool for a while which was very fun by the way hehe... the weather's unbelievably cold especially at the end of the day and they're having fun flying kite and kicking balls. it was a fun-filled day, it's always been fun-filled when we gather as a family...
Monday -
shirls got terrible tooth-ache, but the surgery's postponed. later will be meeting susi and mandy for dinner, gonna have great time together...
still got so many things to settle and to think of.. but we know we can do this, shirls can do this.. i can do this too..
the Lord is our strength and our source of joy - yay amen!
^_^
we love the family of God
*livi* 7:39 PM
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Friday, September 03, 2004
i need:
- panadol
- forgiving church lessons
- coffee or red bull
- cool praise songs
haha it's funny, but i'm still feeling joyful, what an exciting life we're having!
nevermind, God provides.
*livi* 11:06 PM
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Thursday, September 02, 2004
Bourne is the man!
yeah watched it with susi yesterday, love the movie a lot... anyway quite rare for me and susi to love the same thing hahaa... that's the first time only 2 of us watching movie together also. kept bumping to y-hope ppl, seems that everybody went out to watch movie yesterday well since it's holiday.
then at night we watched a drama play at dbs centre, got free tickets by dennis. well it's about dracula, overall was not bad, but maybe cos i was tired or there was just too many conversations going on, felt very sleepy and a bit bored. the van helsing was funny though, but don't know if it really meant to be funny. ended quite late and we had a long walk to dhoby ghaut.
i'm hungry again, time to find some food -
PS. thank you dan haha i finally got the song right, can play it for my own worship from now on =)
*livi* 4:01 PM
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